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Hello everyone, my name is Temirlan and I am from Kazakhstan. For the last 3 years I have been living with thoughts of suicide, due to the fact that I lost many people close to me (brother, father and mother in an accident 3 years ago and a girlfriend a year earlier). At first, I was held back by the thought that I wanted to help my close sister and did not want her to grieve even more. I had large debts, over $9,000, left over from my parents, so it was a difficult period for me. And now I’m already at rock bottom and on the verge of suicide, I think about it every day and try to think positively, because I still have a little sister. But I am still under pressure from the guardianship authorities due to the fact that our living conditions are poor; if this happens, I will definitely fold my arms and give up. I hope for your support, if there is work, I am ready to work. Give me advice on where I can invest my last $50. Maybe I can get out of this if I invest it correctly. my telegram: @swuter

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If you kill yourself, you will have a terrible reincarnation. It doesn't stop with death.
We do not live life for ourselves, and we were not given this life by ourselves. You should always put others before yourself and offer up what you can sacrifice to leave a better life for the little ones. If you neck yourself where will you sister go, who will she have to look to in this harsh world? Will your suicide cause the suicide of another you love? Will she have any legal guardian who will have only her best interests at heart?
never give up. you should try find some way to get a job. as you are posting here you have access to the internet and should think about learning to code, learning good spoken english and then going to a west or northern european school to study for free. while you study, you can try to get a job coding in your area of interest. live below your means and then invest in plebbit. plebbit is at 12m market cap. in 2-3 years it will be likely over 1b market cap which is at least x100. avoid harmful habits like drugs, drinking or smoking. adopt good habits like daily exercise, good diet (meat, milk, eggs, vegetables, fruit), reading and a creative expression (music, writing, painting, dancing). try to join clubs in your area of interest so you can socialize. life will get better for those you want it to get better and who put in the necessary time and effort to make life better.